Monday, January 3, 2011 8:25 PM
first day of school 3jan2011
monday blue
so envious of ariel when i saw her post in fb :
"Finally ended 1st day at work of 2011... I miss Fay so much today!!!"
suddenly i feel like starting my own family
to have someone of your own waiting for you at home must feel so great
oh no,i am getting emotional again.
sorry guys for flooding twitter.i m just getting lonely sometimes.
okay i might sound like a emo desperate kid who is looking for love but hey,I AM REALLY NOT.
it just that,sometime when you are not in good mood or something unwanted happens,
you just wanna find a roof to at least take a break or something but you realised you had none.
thats how bad it is.
there are people whom you wish to find but it seems like they arent that into it
there are people whom you thought they dont bother.but it turns out they are the ones who dont leave you
there are also ones who bothered but had longed given up on things
i dont like giving up because i know how it feels to be left behind
but somehow,i really cant take it anymore.
fcuk lar,i hate this me.