chatterbox (:

2012-01-16T02:12:00.003+08:00

first up
this nice song

蕭亞軒 - 逞強

it has been awhile whateveritisha
merry xmas and happy new year
oh and in another 6/7 days XIN NIA KUAI LE
5 days to fyp interium and my work seriously...
i planning for the worst now
headache wont stop
sketchup keep lagging
and ya have been thinking these few days about what xl said
feel so huo gai but cant help it
and yes..that sat post of yours..:(
everything kinda went haywire
yea..i might be wrong, everyone do needs someone sometimes
holy emo shit -__-"'

heres a self-cam in the afternoon
make-up thick thick as i was taking a break
i chio bo?heehee

2011-12-03T02:23:00.001+08:00

今天我恋爱了，我也同时失恋了..
good bye my love, xiao nat :)
sigh to my sad life..
@xulant haha

2011-11-19T01:50:00.003+08:00

yay!

2PM arrives @ jp 181111 630

with lots of love~

but, WE DIDNT GET TO MEET THEM AT ALL!

as you can see, how do you expect 2 small and kawaii cute little girls, me and xl to squeeze through this big mountain of fans?!
so ya, we gave up precious 2PM for food
dinner @ ambush
and then we saw mrs boss along the way *run away~*
and check these 2 hilarious photos
the first :( face is supposed to represent us waiting for the beloved wooyoung and taecyeon's arrival while then we thought, we shld must well take a :D face to show how happy we were when they are finally there
unfortunaetly
WE DIDNT EVEN GET TO MEET!
T_T

2011-11-13T17:26:00.003+08:00

091111 happy 21th kiat!:)

and ya, the clique went to fish and co

i m getting lazy to talk abt it so ya..we have fun :)

oh and get well soon ahlan. :)

anyw random.. 我漸漸失去知覺就當做是種自我逃避~ such sad lyrics TSK!

to you : i hope you're not reading this anymore.

当我说我要你从此好好过是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
:)
i wish you all the best

2011-11-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

<3 MY SD FAMILY ALOT ALOT
when pass sd captain's ball match today before i'm off to meet sy and christ
and there was like..20 pax?!
from sitting yr3s, yr2s then yr1s
siting by the football field latch and slacking, mini catch up with everyone
so 630, i was going off..
walking pass yr3s and everyone complain i was being such wujimongkok go patou then ps them
walking pass yr2s and qni shout mummy at me and bryan was like "liqi patou with me what?!" haha
walking pass yr1s and they were asking why i didnt join captain's ball (me + ball?!you're funny~)

for a while since i felt this family thing in sd
i love it lots lots
<3

2011-10-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

28oct 2011
its was a long and tired but fun day
good experience!
thanks everyone for coming down today! ♥
although we didnt win
i hope we didnt disappoint you guys :)

and for those whom didnt make it

enjoy~♥

talenttime 2011,end!:D

oh and thanks loves ♥ :)

2011-10-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

the wong sibling are singing on friday!yay haha!
SD talentime 2011 6pm @ SP concourse (above fc 2) on 28 oct friday
its a virgin show for both me and raybong
we are singing duet tgt under the "talent show case category"..i think thats what they called it
do drop by!:)

2011-10-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

heehee!cute!

2011-10-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

went aloha changi for a 3 day 2 night club chalet
it was nth much, so ya
we reached at 6 plus and tgt with the other seniors at 8 plus?eat abit, talk cock sing song and we found ourselves real bored. ktv plan is screwed due to $$ so we went back to our original plan of going clubbing
haha yes clubbing
virgin night @ zirca with xl nick joe kiat cs
met eileen jasmine, sam, huishan keola, pj etc etc along the way
this is basically a sd event ar~ haha
oh and we met this funny guy saying "i think i m cute too"
hahahahah yes you got my attention, you're good!
yadayada went back chalet at 5 but there pretty much nth to do
so homed now
waiting for my hair dry so i can sleep :)

me has boring life oh no
and i m working tmr and sat
:/
i'm in need to restructure my mind, time and my life
aigo

2011-09-15T17:38:00.002+08:00

surprise! laoniang in holiday nao!
i realised i havent been blogging in contradictions since a while
so ya updates!

have been working at chervons as event helpers on mon & tues and later on on sat & sun
monday end work with lan at 5pm
spent my night at lan's place for mooncake festival with kiat cs nick nad clau and caleb (photos with nick)
ton the night and straight off for work the next day
me ish so zai seriously
tuesday work from 12 to 830 with kiat and hw
and i almost died there..:/
sleepy, hungry and tired (theres this big event in chervons on tues so i literally walk whole day and without a proper meal till abt 10pm) and with blister all over my foot
lester (lets thank les for recommending us to work at chervons*loved*) came at night saying that he brought me an umbrella because its raining. but ya the rain stopped when he reached haha
got praised by zack (my superior liked person) and les say he's so proud of me muahhaha!
so ya
came back home,rested and found myself with 2 swollen pinky with blister
poor foot, rest well with shoe-free this few days ok?
and ya rotted at home watching my 步步惊心 till ep 10 2 times. (ehh i too bored haha)
步步惊心 is seriously soooooo fugging nice larr
八阿哥, 若曦 and 四阿哥!!!ahhh!!
okay back to self
so thats about it haha life is good without submissions hell yeah! \m/

to you, idk if its just you thinking too much or theres something else going on. that text of yours was seriously weird. please stay there and dont even think of coming over, i m scared~
to you, thanks so much for helping and buying sweet for me is really nice. but i can trust you for what you promised me right?:)
to you, lao tico. stay away from me:/
to you, 还是你对我最好 but ya..:)
to you, sucker i m not useless
to you, theres so much to say yet nothing to be spoken. omo.
to you and you, missed you guys so much.shall find you guys and meet soon!:)
to you, lets not organize any outing anymore..i m tired :/

2011-09-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

i missed goguma soo much

LEAN THIS>> snsd - mistake

AND THIS>> 田馥甄 - 還是要幸福

2011-09-04T18:31:00.003+08:00

李佳薇—煎熬

我知道你只是飛鳥
擁抱後手中只剩下
羽毛當初你又何必浪費
那麼多咖啡和玫瑰來打擾
我想要安靜的思考
天平上讓愛恨不再
動搖一想你就平衡不了
我關燈還是關不掉這風暴

心一跳愛就開始煎熬
每一分每一秒
火在燒燒成灰有多好
叫思念不要吵
我相信我已經快要快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞再和好

我擁抱也不要思考
怎麼做不需要怨埋
轉到在信任在賀和你
我一直剩下我自己能依靠

心一跳愛就開始煎熬
每一分每一秒
火在燒燒成灰有多好
叫思念不要吵
我相信我已經快要快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞再和好
我相信我已經快要是真的我快要
快要可以微笑去面對下一個擁抱

2011-09-04T04:12:00.000+08:00

坚强，不是面对悲伤不流一滴泪，而是擦干眼泪后微笑着面对以后的生活。一切都已结束，一切都将开始。

2011-08-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

欢迎来到老二的世界，
不要看我长得一副很活泼的样子，我完全是个外热内冷的家伙
害怕有人跃入我的营私，讨厌别人看穿我
虽然有时会感到寂寞，但那寂寞远远胜不过我那爱自由的心
我不喜欢被约束，怕付起两个人的责任，跟是受不了情爱的纠缠
像风一般，只会往前不会停止。
除非你能停止风，不然不要踏入我周围画的圆圈
因为我行，我素。

2011-08-29T18:22:00.002+08:00

人在江湖，身不由己
有些事情也是逼于无奈
并非不仁不义, 但有理说不清
了解你的心不如了解你的人
人心难测，但人品还能相信

知我者又如妨？

mygod, i cant be anymore cheena.:/

2011-08-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

i think i m gonna get myself a boyfriend soon
once jangwoo broke up with eunjung
heex!

2011-08-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

its has been quite a bad time these days
@whateveritishan abandoned me, seriously cant login or change password
hotmail has been abit crazy too, must change password to sign in sometimes
ezlink card cant tap in last night
cut myself twice in 4 days when i m not even doing for work
but oh well
thought through and yeap, its a test! go ah wong!
hahaha
so i am currently using twitter @leeliiiiii
leel with 6 "i"s because all other names is taken
so ya bear with me
:) new start for a better me
go ids and tod!!!

and ya there many unimportant thing going round my mind this few days
to 1 and 2, happy belated!:D lots of love
to 3, i sincerely hope you have given up her and moves on bff..you have our backs!:)
to 4, i wish i could totally get you out of my mind so i wont feel it again..sigh~
to 5, cherish her well cause she might be the best for you
to 6, dont stalk my blog leh,quite creepy~
to 7, if its not that mouth of your, we could be better friends you fishermen~tsk!
to 8, i need new shows to watch.aigo my life!
to 9, dont need to update me abt him..its just disheartening~
to 10, it doesnt really matters to me..哭吧~
to 11, yes, you name were one of those who came up in my mind when i needed accompany.however i cant approach you, i know i m just using you.so leave me further away..sorry.

jiang,end of whining..heehee!

2011-08-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

new head band and i m loving it

done with idp and mattech today morning
taking this short break
watched channel 8 9pm show: stupid show but i guess i ll watch it haha
and i guess its ids in a while
1 more week and its freedom.
e-n-d-u-r-e!
btw, secret - my boy

2011-08-06T15:23:00.004+08:00

Miss A - Goodbye baby

nice!

upcoming:
ids 1:1 model
mattech final submissions
city hunter final episode
finish invicible youth
aug babies celebrations

watch 步步惊心 by liu shi shi and wu qi long

the last part so sad, "马尔泰·若曦没有赠的允许，你不准死。。你不准死！" awww

watch 夢回鹿鼎記 by hu ge

watch x-men

watch 梦幻诛仙 by hu ge and liu shi shi
prob go light workshop
prob work at it fair

aigo my life~

2011-07-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

ESTP - "Promotor". Action! When present, things begin to happen. Fiercely competitive. Entrepreneur. Often uses shock effect to get attention. Negotiator par excellence. 4.3% of total population.

Take Free Jung Personality Test
Personality Test by SimilarMinds.com

:O
SEEMS LIKE IT!

2011-07-24T20:25:00.003+08:00

motion machine, when are you getting to work?
:/
kinda feel quite sian now
ideas not flowing and someone kinda 踩到我的尾巴

like hello, please do not treat me as one of your little princess cause it makes me feel !@#$%
further more i m not "yours" and if you are actually interested in me please for goddness sake stop your fishing net from netting every single you know
jin-jia!
i swear you were once my good friend, but now
your actions make my goosebumps stands!

aigo, my life! (like a 50 years old ajumma haha)
but yea, fortunately i have some 少一根筋的 goodfriend to spice up my life

yes, bff hahahahahaahahahahahahah!!!!
不要说我不够朋友, i censored your name hahaha

2011-07-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

the lady here is in her 19th now and she ready to go.
sales anyone?
:)
17072011
happy 19th fany aka ahlan aka mdm hua (:O)!
hope you enjoyed tonight with us and have fun tmr!
stay as xulan as you can cause you are loved by us!

lots of love, sica

2011-07-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

why so emo recently!
ah wong you better buck up!!!!

2011-07-13T23:55:00.005+08:00

i said before i dont bitch about my close friends in twitter anymore.
but 血一直流..

sigh!not my time of the year.

quote of the day:

life is about finding a balancing point in your timeline

but oh well, i think i recovered.

2011-07-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

oh well
i swallowed everything.

lao niang is back, thanks blogger.:)

2011-07-12T18:47:00.001+08:00

felt terrible.

2011-07-12T18:32:00.005+08:00

agm is tomorrow
dad birthday celebration on thursday
mk commissioning ball on friday
xl birthday celebration on saturday
rest day sunday
submission on monday

sigh!

i really hate it when my life is this packed. it makes me real grumpy.
i m sorry ahlan.didnt wanna ps you today but i really feel like going home.dont hate me forever.
no mood.should i give up on one?hmmmm..

the problem abt me is.i m inconsistant, realistic and sometime worried too much. if only i can not think so much or maybe if i m more emotionless i wouldnt feel so bad now.

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( i need to talk.

2011-07-06T02:49:00.004+08:00

to you, i hope this time you choose the right one.although the best was there already, all the best!:)
to you, sigh..it could have been better but i guess this is good enough. lets just hope for the best for her and move on.you still have us no matter what.:))
to you, stay strong alot alot.he needs you. with love.HUGS!
to you,lets just hope this wont get worsen.
to you, stay where you are and dont come any closer.or i jump.haa!
to you, i know its just my foolish thinking.but its just so, nice of you,thank you.:)
to you, hope you are doing alright, hell lot.
to you, i like this new interaction.:)
to you, miss you a little,dad.hahaha~
to you, faster learn your songs.sorry sorry in esp haha
to you, i want taka chocolate hot fudge brownies!T.T
okay, shall sleep.:)
snsd - ehco in repeat

2011-07-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

1 july 2011 bugis plus clementi walk walk
sounds shiok?nope..we are here for my next project : motion machine
lazy to talk abt it so ya
was chatting with kiat and ahlan and walking around the whole day but we came back empty handed
dont blame us, we tried our best!:)

and yes, i dyed red not brown
tell me its red please :(
okay done talking i m gonna leave to bath and ton movie whole night
same thing its for project i swear
bye!

2011-06-29T23:13:00.006+08:00

2AM-You Wouldn't Answer My Calls

:') sad song

anyw i dyed red ytd
looks like brown now
sigh!

current on repeat song "2am - you wouldnt answer my call" super sad title/ lyrics with a calm soothing melody. this song nice to just listen. oh and i m gonna speak alien now. ignore me hehe. sometimes i wish i could take out all my feelings, dont ask why just feel like it. because i can see its cracking but i just dont feel much.oh well i guess i m doing it quite nicely. i swear i not emo-ing haha. sometimes you just need to sit down and stay quiet a while.:)
sigh sigh sigh sigh
theres so much #$%#$% in my mind now but idk who to turn to. not because theres no one, the things are just too "idk how to tell people" that i think remain silent is the best. well speaking of which i should really really control that lili abit. wongliqi doesnt like the noisy noisy lili so lili, stay put. stop running around and talk like a mad cow.sigh!
oh and i m bad kid, thats why i missed 1111 aigo!

2011-06-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

new motto :

talk less do more, be more chill with stuff
the sky wouldnt fall because of you

whoo!i can do better than this!

2011-06-13T00:53:00.002+08:00

annyeong!
i realised i havent been blogging since,before submissions
and now is alr the mids of holiday
hahhaah good life
okay now let me introduce

11 june 2011 work @ orhard with lan

movie outing : hang over 2 with cool peeps

and hang over 2, not a good show for girls.trust me

crit day 6 june 2011 : yang so cute hahaha

crit day 6 june 2011 : kiat so.. tsk!

oh and random, i like my hair this way alot alot.:)

i dont know whats wrong but i m constantly having this sian feeling these days. i need a one day alone at beach or something someday to cheer myself up. but ya i pretty fine though, just tired. well, i feel like a heart breaker.

to 1, blame me if it makes you feel better. i just hope you will forget abt all this and move on. you are a good friend and i wish you all the best.
ps, no fret you are a good catch and you will find urself someone way better than me:)

to 2, i hope for a day when you can be open to me, and i ll wait.

to 3, i hope 6th sense dosent work, this time..

to 4, i wanna watch adam too.:D

2011-06-03T03:06:00.001+08:00

hi i am still in school.

ids and idp for tmr and i tell you we are so dead
till now i cant think of a solution for our model, die~
and ya 10%
so i m pretty much cool with it

and this is lester.:)

2011-05-26T01:27:00.005+08:00

its official
i am an old lady now
happy 20th ah wong
okay this weird ahahahahahahaha
well 25052011 pre-submissions week, we were all cui and whats more, cui
but i ve got myself a bunch of good friends, making this day a special one
thanks everyone!

makan dinner @ clementi swensen

tag joemin at the space.:)

snsd haha

2pm + GD hahahahh

oh and special credit to shuyi jiawen, mom, estina, 2pm and snsd hahhaah

2011-05-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

Jessica(Snsd) & Onew(Shinee) - 1 Year Later

Kahi(After School) - One Love

:')

2011-05-05T20:44:00.007+08:00

my wallpaper cant be any better..:)

i have reflected and yes the world is still fair.
but give me a reason why we are treated this way and convince me that i deserve it.
i m sick of covering up and sick of giving more
sorry but i am a pathetic girl who weights self-respect more than anything
yes i ve become colder but thats the only way i can react to your immature
so did i just waste just my 2 years, tell me about it
no fret, i m fine
its just, i found myself left with nothing

2011-05-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

we are working hard.

2011-04-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

24APRIL2011

HAPPY ~~27TH~~ 21TH NICK!
dear sunny, i'll grant you A WRINKLES FREE TICKET which is due from a month from now so you will not have wrinkles until a month pass. and in addition A FREE DATE COUPON(with condition supplies) due in a year so you can date us anytime you are bored.:)
please stay cheer up and we will always be there
with love Sica

so we went dhoby ghaut for aston and movie "source code"
it was good, 4 1/2 star rewarded
ya and xl came last night for nick's card
we brainstormed, whacked, and did a pretty good job for it
so we slpt at 5 in the morning..

..but still as "chio" for the gathering HAHAHAHA!

"oh!the robot is pretty..only robot.." ^^

oh and this is when we were calling you nikki.:) @1200am 24 arpil 2011
MORE PHOTO SOME OTHER DAY,GOODBYE!

2011-04-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

2 songs to learn

Mr Taxi - Snsd

2PM's Junsu & Lim Jeong Hee - "가지마" / "Don't Go" (with ray)

slower the pace, take a deep breath AND MOVE ON
im a bad kid
dont fall in love with me, none can stand my inconsistency, not even myself
but i kinda like it this way, the way when i m deeper and as calm as the sea
sorry but i cant just please everyone hai!

2011-04-11T15:55:00.003+08:00

last 5 and a half day
endure

my final submission,living room with theme: modern japanese

2011-04-06T20:09:00.008+08:00

school of Design D&D 5 april 2011

these are the awesome people i met in poly and i love them

sd beauty pageant LOL

clique-5 aka rainbow aka snsd.(okay dont puke) see joe?she's tag above me haha

okay now bonus to lan..
heres our 1&a half collections
all the way from the start.:)
spsu dinner and dance

sentosa trip
slacking in club 1
slacking in club 2
sending off hongkong
beef redang!
k session
bugis street
ytd,sd dinner and dance
with love

2011-04-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

i am REALLY a girl hahahaha
my friends were saying i look better recently
however it was a comparison to my tomboyish look i had in the past
so i asked if its because of that bob hair i got 2 years ago?
and the answer was " it was since the time i knew you"
6 years ago?! T.T
i never knew i looked that tomboyish in secondary school until ytd
nice

brought this for d and d on tuesday
pretty much?:)

2011-04-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

i can never fully understand you,you,you and you give up and let go all your persistence and we will be happy totally worth i tried,but its hard its pointless, useless to dwell over it but i guess the more you care, the more difficult it is to ignore thats life but we are wasting every souce of energy, to cry or get upset over the smallest things happened why cant we be happy? 自作孽!

oh and i really like this alot
2PM Live 7 songs : Again again,I Hate You,Without u,Tired of waiting,Only you,,Heartbeat,I'll be back

2011-03-26T13:21:00.004+08:00

taecyeon..:O

tobes,must be you..

Jo Kwon is freaking funny here!!!!
hahaha

& this is freaking nice!!!!!

2011-03-20T17:44:00.008+08:00

2 things
friday was kalvin last day and prep camp for foc 2011
work for 10am to 7pm and camp from 8pm to sat 10pm
we are pros!
and next week is the actual camp from friday day 0 to monday monday day 3
jia you everyone!
working tmr. -.-

seriously,i only say it because i cared from my friends. but since you re not gonna understand this, i got nothing to say. i mean perhaps we lived in different world. as much as you dont understand me,i dont understand you either. but do you know what, at least i say it out and tried changing the lousy situation here. and you? all you did was keeping quiet in front of me but whining everything behind my back like you were the only one getting hurt. i dont care even if you were confront me, at least i know you still cared about this friendship. however like now, it feels like we were not even friends. how sad. for me, real friends get angry with another, quarrel but still friends. because they had alot of trust and they both are mature enough to accept bad comments given.
we just arent doing it. i dont know why.

2011-03-14T20:29:00.001+08:00

deleted the previous
a secret stays a secret
wait in time you see the person face to face
haha

2011-03-11T02:00:00.001+08:00

after the session about interior themes and stuff
i really think i need to upgrade myself abit
i suck at such stuff,like alot!

2011-03-10T00:37:00.002+08:00

naise!
gimme 12 minutes
PART 1

PART 2

spamming korean video,i like
and randomly
“真正的好朋友并不是在一起有讲不完的话, 而是在一起就算不讲话也不会尴尬" -罗志祥
this quote is really nice

2011-03-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

found my new love
like a hot!
yoona & taecyeon
ok sorry,i m was mad about them..

arent they cute?

2011-03-07T01:55:00.002+08:00

YONNA AND TAEYOEN

when they meet up for "family outing season 2"
yoona:my sisters even said :" you're not lying to me and really dating him arent you?" because so many people are questioning me that even my sister wonders.
taecyeon:yoona's sister,thats not the case
yoona:at the moment, me too..
AWWWW SCANDALOUS~

taecyeon's performance

mc:why dont you congratulate her on becoming an adult
taecyoen:on your first day and last day of becoming an adult, i hope you will spend it with me..*lovelove*

yoona's performance
the variety brothers are so funny!

2011-03-06T02:15:00.002+08:00

YooNa and Taecyeon *love love*
Heechul: "Hey! Don't do that to my princess! Tsk!"
Taecyeon: "Don't attack my goddess then!"

hahahahaha
i seriously think they are together..look at the way he treat her
like couple only awww

2011-03-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

G.na - I Miss You Already

cant stop listening
oh i fell in heels and hurt my knee cap..like finally,serve me right!
day 2 was fine,its getting better..jia you!:)

2011-02-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

itp day 1: good job,41 days to go.. ^_^"'
what did i learn : bad idea to wear a dress to work

2011-02-28T03:10:00.001+08:00

看透了
想开了
放下了
忘掉了

2011-02-27T23:51:00.004+08:00

my last few hours of freedom before itp starts
i m really scared
scared for my lappy;scared for the environment;scared for being late
i guess i m too used to being in school and getting late for school
..
work @ weiken, please be a pleasant 7 weeks
*prays*
i ll look forward to the day we all meet up again my friends.
with love

you know what, i am happy girl without the guys. even when i do misses you sometimes
but you were never the one i thought you might be, so i must well stop wasting time
it was all along my foolish thinking because apart from everything, you are just another passer by

2011-02-26T01:24:00.007+08:00

25 feb 2011
RAINBOW first outing - sentosa!
rainbow minus one
raining sentosa = not good
its a freezing day
but ya,we had fun splashing water and dancing haha :)
okay,last 2 days before ITP starts..gonna cherish it well~

photos,theres more to go but some other day.:)

food is nice!

pretty..NOT?!

21 feb 2011
little khairi's 19 feb!
happy belated my love ^^
had Ramen Ten @ far east plaza and movie "no string attached"
nice show,but i really cant stand isaac and khai's giggly throughout the movie.hahah

Emma: You give me premature ventricular contractions.
Adam: What?
Emma: You make my heart skip a beat.

awwww

the ladies..

and the dudes^^

oh and bhb abit,
hebe..HAHAHAHAHAH

2011-02-23T04:04:00.002+08:00

死生契阔，与子成说。执子之手，与子偕老。

2011-02-20T19:22:00.002+08:00

suddenly i realised i really cant sing..*纳闷*

2011-02-20T15:55:00.007+08:00

rainbow obsession..lol

Rainbow - Gossip Girl

i had a weird dream about catching pigeons in an old ulu school somewhere,somedays ago.
lol i wonder what it means?so i googled

pigeon dream interpretation
To dream of seeing pigeons and hearing them cooing above their cotes, denotes domestic peace and pleasure-giving children. For a young woman, this dream indicates an early and comfortable union. To see them being used in a shooting match, and, if you participate, it denotes that cruelty in your nature will show in your dealings, and you are warned of low and debasing pleasures. To see them flying, denotes freedom from misunderstanding, and perhaps news from the absent.

lol i still dont understand

oh and i watching 女娲传说之灵珠 aka the holy pearls (inuyasha the chinese drama version haha) and its so freaking sad when kikyo said "我才是你的最爱!" like oh my god!
to people whom dont know the story between inuyasha, kikyo and kagome : inuyasha and kikyo were once couple and something happened to them 50 years ago, causes them to be apart, one dead and one "frozen". 50 years later kagome, kikyo's reincarnation ,whom came from the future released inuyasha from the curse. yes,they then fall in love but something happened again which allow kikyo to revive from her death. inuyasha now caught in between 2 of his most beloved but in ended when he decides to stay with kagome. thats why kikyo said "我才是你的最爱!" to him before she left.
thinking either from kikyo or kagome's point of view makes me sad.
kagome: you love only because i am her reincarnation?because i looked like her? or you really do like me?
kikyo: you are giving me up because of my reincarnation?how irony.
T.T

2011-02-19T03:49:00.003+08:00

congratulations lim xu lan and joemin kok! you guys can finally join us!
went to "see the guys" hahaha,i mean the soccer guys,chee siang and friends
theres the weird combo of secondary school mate,did mate and club mate
damn weird larr
ya and kbox with ahlan from 445 - 7pm
k box is NEVER going to be enough so ya, next week!
yes my dear joe and clique, weekiat and clique and eileen..someday someday~
so theres photos :)

oh and ahlan came just now and we had a nail painting-korean dancing!crazy, yes.
cause submissions is over!YAY! we got a week of break and its itp~

2011-02-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

G.NA - Black & White
heres my new love,another cute mv!

oh,and i am officially free from year 2!wee!

2011-02-15T23:21:00.005+08:00

Rainbow - A

TaeYeon & Tiffany (SNSD) - Reflection

sooo nice!

oh and how can i not blog about my new loved purple poker-dot nails!

2011-02-14T02:59:00.003+08:00

valentine day =/= couple day
nights!

2011-02-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

感觉今年的情人节会比往年的寂寞...

2011-02-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

free.at.last. \m/
jiayou a little longer and its cny,dcmd kids! (L)

2011-01-29T13:00:00.002+08:00

a Aquarius and a Gemini Zodiac Sign
Your initial attraction may be the tie that binds you together permanently. You both love to share your thoughts and ideas and have an endless supply to keep each other enthralled. These can be the signs of soul mates.
@nad (L)

a Taurus and a Gemini Zodiac Sign
Outgoing and sociable, you both have many friends and enjoy an active social life. Having fun together is a definite strong point, and you can each profit professionally and personally from the other’s social network. While you communicate in different ways, you can overcome that obstacle by remaining flexible and open to the other’s viewpoint.
@nick (L)

a Gemini and a Cancer Zodiac Sign
This relationship probably revolves around friends, family, and community. But your different perspectives and needs can result in tension, especially as one relies more on the head, and the other the heart. Focus on similarities rather than differences to handle problems productively, and rely on both words and intuition to better communication.
@lan (L)

a Gemini and a Leo Zodiac Sign
Alone, just the two of you, your imaginations amuse each other. You take pride in one another’s accomplishments and while you may have disagreements occasionally, they usually dissipate quickly.
@joe (L)

2011-01-22T22:21:00.004+08:00

"You are not anything special here, you are just ordinary along with the others, I long treated as strangers. Nothing matter now, IBB "

yes,this marks the end of our friendship.goodbye.

2011-01-22T15:30:00.006+08:00

finished this nice show.

怪侠一枝梅

it doesnt matter who you like,i just need you to stay happy.

2011-01-17T01:48:00.002+08:00

i am going to learn this

Kite and Black Rose in llamda

and this
Kimi to Boku Todokanu Omoi

2011-01-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

there is time when you need your family's concern but none was there
i dont blame them because they dont know
but when i didnt say anything doesnt mean i am really okay
yes,wo bu han tong bing bu dai biao wo mei gan jue.
sian

2011-01-14T22:47:00.006+08:00

KBOX IS 247 LOVED
@clementi with ahlan and joe

i am having a bad sore throat, headache and i am sneezing quite badly too.
feeling feverish for the past 3 days but my temperature is actually fine.
but,i think i am prob not going tmr.my voice and work needs me more. =(

2011-01-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

http://www.wo99.com/artlist.php?type=2&area=1
minus 1 track website

2011-01-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

seriously,i need a little more break than the only left sunday i had in first week of school.

no mood for work =(

long fringe,i like.

i kinda like i hair now

2 years ago?hmmm..

oh and,i kind really like how we are now.please,dont leave..

2011-01-08T20:10:00.001+08:00

sliling day number 4
oyster mee sua + XXL chicken is still the best!
@xulan :)

2011-01-06T01:59:00.006+08:00

"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.
Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that you'd pick up the phone.
But you made a decision that you wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.
Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...
It was only just a dream.

2011-01-03T21:46:00.003+08:00

i realised i am too much of attention seeking just now.
sorry.it got out of hand but i m fine alr.

ish!sucks lar.i cant upload our pretty face in school reopens. -__-

2011-01-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

first day of school 3jan2011
monday blue
so envious of ariel when i saw her post in fb :
"Finally ended 1st day at work of 2011... I miss Fay so much today!!!"
suddenly i feel like starting my own family
to have someone of your own waiting for you at home must feel so great

oh no,i am getting emotional again.
sorry guys for flooding twitter.i m just getting lonely sometimes.
okay i might sound like a emo desperate kid who is looking for love but hey,I AM REALLY NOT.
it just that,sometime when you are not in good mood or something unwanted happens,
you just wanna find a roof to at least take a break or something but you realised you had none.
thats how bad it is.
there are people whom you wish to find but it seems like they arent that into it
there are people whom you thought they dont bother.but it turns out they are the ones who dont leave you
there are also ones who bothered but had longed given up on things

i dont like giving up because i know how it feels to be left behind
but somehow,i really cant take it anymore.

fcuk lar,i hate this me.

2011-01-01T20:25:00.003+08:00

2010 is finally over. so welcome 2011!*fireworks*
and i am soon 20. -__-

counted down,ton over,updated,play game and drink at ah kueh's house.
kuku outing!
awesome night in esp when me,ding( baby oi~^^) and laocheah were rubbish-ing around through out the night.
didnt sleep,disturb people whom slept,talk cock,sing song and danced!haha
i miss you peeps alr
so wait till next time,chinese new year @ sy's house.

(internet explorer just crashed and i thought the things i type is gone.phew!)

oh and,i feel bad that i m thinking this way.but i am a petty girl who takes every little thing into considerations.i am not angry but when i collate everything together,it doesnt makes sense.i dont understand why sometime people tend to disregard things that should be taken care off.i dont like it when people selfishly forget about their friends.just when i thought we were good friends,hows disappointing.

ok,enough of my whining.i think i should take a nap or start doing my work since i am still conscious awake.bye.

2010-12-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

Wong Liqi
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

damn true.

2010-12-25T18:47:00.006+08:00

"hello merry christmas!join us down now..its free...~"
this raining christmas is making the "christmas performance a tent" below my house so pathetic.nobody is attending even its free now.so kelian..
somehow i feel for them.lol.anyone wanna go with me?hahaa

oh well,dinner later is my favourite fried rice by mom.yay!
and i decide to rot around continue my "the liars game" and blog about today and yesterday.
i was home the whole day in christmas 2010
didnt went for work,was feeling a little unwell in the morning
sorry eddie,really.=(
and yesterday was terrific!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
santa claus came to town and brought me this nice bunch of people
my friends like family..♥
Seoul garden-ed at taka, orchard-ed in the human jam outside, slacked at scape and danced at escape.

gift exchange

differents btw me and hanbin.haha

hahahahaaha

i like my hair in this photo,looks long

2010-12-23T20:46:00.004+08:00

more photos next time k
heh, i am too lazy to type so i just ctrl + c from fb HAHA
LAONIANG IS BACK!♥
FOTW WAS GREAT!WE SPENT OUT 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT WELL SO THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR EVERYONE,HIP HIP HURRAY!HIP HIP HURRAY!
to campers, well done guys!you peeps have proven urself as potential leaders!so work hard for the up coming FOC and i look forward to the next surprise you guys ...give us!♥
DEAR faciliTORS, tons and tons of thank you!the camp will not b a success w/o you guys,and i am so glad that i have committees like you.through this will prob b the last camp we work as a team but fear not!our friendship wont ends here!"the last night" we shall do another awesome one again.ME LOVES YOUSS!*HUGS SPAM*♥♥♥♥♥

day 0 was ok except that some of us absent made me feel a little unsecured for the camp. one funny thing is when me and xl were slping,we suddenly jump up because we rmbed some stuff we havent do for camp.this is how worries we were.

day 1 was a little boring.4 hour station game was fun according to the campers but damn sian according to the faciliTORS.sorry guys,for the seek of our dear campers,you guys suffered.but oh well *pretended i didnt know* lalala campers were not really up to what we expected so punishments were given.some were ok but some think its too harsh.

day 2 was awesome. water games in the business block area, we got chased and chased people.haha oh and in the attempt to scare and catch bryan. epic failed and i got injured.pathetic! the highlights of the camp "the last night" nightwalk were ftw! camper got scared and we are having sooo much fun doing the makeup and the scaring part. only problem is that it got interrupted by the security in the mids but ya, so nightwalk was really successful! brandon:" maybe we do something like this for next years Halloween!" me is touched.

day 3 was nth much. debrief was pretty fun, we were sharing all the experience in the ghost house.haha and camwhored, showing off our nice camp shirts and lastly break camp. sad moments~Packing up club, lunched, slept and went home.

i love it so much went fb was rara-ed with FOTW. oh and,christmas eve lunch at orchard tmr with the faciliTORS.we are going to have a warm christmas this year..:)

not forgetting..thanks the hk kids for the cute souvenirs!!me loves youss!

2010-12-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

am i just suay or what, tag board got spams again
knhutuytfjfg, F*** OFF!
i seriously cant understand why this people actually exists in such a nice world that we are living in.
trash should stay as trash.

*big sigh*

oh well, shouldnt get myself too affected
FOTW day 0 in 1 day time
i am so freaking looking forward
i hope everything,no.. i know everything will be alright
and i hope everyone will have fun
i want an ending where everyone can hug and cry because it ended and FOTW will forever stays as a memorable gift to every single one of us
you know what, i really really feel for this camp
and for those planning to "not come"
rather than thinking that "whether i come not wont make any different"
why not think in a way "if i dont come,the camp wont die. but if i come, we can make the camp a even better one"
agree?

last lap everyone, please dont give us up.

2010-12-13T18:50:00.006+08:00

bye hongkong kids,take good care of yourself and come back soon.
i will miss you guys.(Y)

farewell gift

korean wanna-be?nah..hahaa

poor nikki..hahhha

ride of the day!wee!

i hate claudius..=(

my seafood mui fan

xl's kampong friedrice

vic: "keep the change" hahahaha

the above are the dinner plus ton over at the airport.:)

2010-12-12T00:05:00.003+08:00

officially gone mad

No Min Woo - Trap (My Girlfriend is a Gumiho)

2010-12-10T23:49:00.003+08:00

camps are where i grow,learn and play
it consist of my happiest and saddest moments
i want to share this experience together with my friends and i dont care how much more shit i have to take
all i wanted was to make the last camp a memorable one for those i really love and care, thats all.

2010-12-07T15:54:00.006+08:00

critique over
they say my work is okay but i am lack of a strong idea
i m trashed
oh well
last presentation and essay on friday and i am free
with only the camp in hand
FOTW in 2 weeks time
i m so gonna make sure it turns out fine..unlike my dream

its sad to see how people leave without a trace..
looking at our committee photos made me sad..
but ya things happens and people changes..

and introducing ICE POND from goong princess hours ost

so gonna learn..

2010-12-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

it is pathetic when i have to leave my bowl of soup on a tool,sit on the floor to drink while my table is occupied with 2 laptop, running 2 software and a whole lot of glue, cutter, white card etc..
third night.
jia you.

2010-11-30T14:34:00.002+08:00

its chiong-ing submissions era

i will soon reclaim freedom on friday

slacking and sleeps,please hold on.

i ll be back

2010-11-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

this is hilarous

2010-11-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

cheah in the house today
had a long chat/gossip and recording session
love
and WE DID NOT DO ANY WORK,nice.
but ya
*back to work*
ps,lazy to upload everything cheah,you want you get from me k.

2010-11-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

awww..
i want someone to support me this way too..not physically lol

oh and
i am gonna finish the last section before i sleep tonight!!
*tieing white band on the forehead - 必胜!*

2010-11-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

keep convincing yourself until you stop believing that your thoughts are true, prevent yourself from drowning in further because the truth doesnt go the way you wanted.

oh &
"top 3 quotes that a guys should tell a girl"
我這麽喜歡你，你喜歡我一下會死啊？
你不會做飯，給我一邊呆著去，以後我來做給你吃！
你怎麽這麽笨啊你，以後遇到什麽事要站在我後面，知道不？
tell me this and i might probably marry you hahaha

2010-11-22T01:23:00.004+08:00

王力宏-你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

if some guy sing this to me.i think i can just melt..

..我们绕了这么一圈才遇到我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了决定了你的手我握了不会放掉..

如果我握得到你的手,我会好好抓紧, 永远不会放掉

2010-11-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

say hi to king kong.
he's found in clubhouse ytd!:)

yeah and today me and ahlan went cityhall
we were going back but because of our rubbish we walked all the way from mrt station to the other mall to find a rubbish bin.but we ended up going shopping again..nice.

anyway,christopher chen tu ping is on the line.
you better watch out,this will be our last call you this bias!
wo men yi dao liang duan!!!@#$%^
...
ok i go sleep le,working tmr.sian-ed,bb!

2010-11-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

I FOUND MY KING KONG!!

2010-11-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

i have yet to introduce king kong and he is gone now.=(

2010-11-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

went boonlay for ids reseach and meet ahlan at jp just now
we ate beef rendang,ji cong fan and sweet and sour soup
FOOD IS DAMN GOOD!
just look at my plate of rendang below
awww,i ish hangryyyy!

2010-11-16T11:16:00.003+08:00

report writing and presentation lesson
I AM NOT LATE AT ALL - P1
LOW CHEESIANG,OWNED!!:D
i am so sleeping,slept at 4 video calling xl last night
...
profile of target group for RWP report writing yadayada..
nice,another report.
oh yeah,i m so motivated to blog now because my blogskin is so pretty.ftw!
and ya, IDC later and i promise to work extremely hard for the 2 section for autocad!>.< *tieing white band on the forehead - 必胜!*
PS : time check 1129,cs still not here,i m so gonna laugh hard at you ,HAHA!

2010-11-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

幸福－－让人觉得温暖，安全，又有一种如履薄冰的恐慌，好像随时会消失。
got this from "you're my destiny" yes is a nice show and i didnt regret rewatching it. ftw!
oh yeah i got a few things to share
firstly my life is still as hectic as it is before
ids submission is around 3 weeks time
matttech next week
tod seminals
gems test
in addition about 2 meetings and 2 matches per week (i m going as supporters nia haha)
FOTW in a months time
ITP in about 2 months
and my work
friends
and family
(ps, kuku outing during december!)

like my life?i am so not free for a date
speaking of which,the second thing is,
i m so sorry if i ever made you think otherwise,but i really dont know what to do to you.i am bad at handling relationships.its proven.=(

and hor another thing
i am so afraid of seeing you now.i dont know when are you saying the truth and when you are joking.not that i actually wanted something,but i m scared if there is something. you present yourself way too "affected".

and last thing,
thanks for being truthful,right?hmm..in any case,no matter happened in between us,it ended.whatever that is left are good memories so ya,i hope you are glad too.even thought i was hoping for something else but oh well,i guess its alright.friends forever.:) oh and i dont think you read my blog anymore so you are never gonna see this.ok random haha.

People change, things go wrong, shit happens but life goes on.yep, i am still a happy girl.:)

2010-11-12T23:54:00.001+08:00

我的快乐 piano version
f.r.e.a.k.i.n.g n.i.c.e!

i.will.work.hard.

and yes,will change my blog skin soon.:)